Bahut din ho gaye.....bahut din beet gaye....kuch samajh nhi aa rha kahan se shuru karun....kya shuru karun....aisa lag rha hai ki main likhna bhul gya hun....kiske liye likhun???.....kya likhun.????...wajah bhi to nahi hai likhne ki....zindagi kuch adhuri si lagti hai....jab bhi TUM ek pal ke liye msg yea call nhi karte....
Aisa lagta hai jaise maano bahut sadiyaan beet gayi ho....bahut uch chala gya ho....zindagi me adhura sa kuch ho gya ho....lekin YAADEIN hai aj bhi tumhari saare mere paas....jitna chahun utna yaad kar loon....wo khatm nhi ho sakte....aur yaadein bana leta hun main un yaadon se....
Aaj bhi bahut kuch sochta hun.....TUM bhi sochti hogi ki kaisa jhalla sa....pura PAGALLL sa ladka hai mera peecha hi nhi chodta hai....hamesha mere peeche hi pada rehta hai.....kya karun....shonaaaa....kya karun....AAPKI parchaiii se jo mohabbat kar baitha tha....kuch aisa ho gya ki jahan jata hun bus SAYA peecha nhi chodti.....aur mujhe umeeed hai ki ye kabhi peecha nhi chaodegi.....
Aaj tumne hansna seekh liya.....sawarna seekh liya ....dil me mujhe rakha...aaj bhi rakhte ho....bus yahi dua karta hun ki aise hi hamesha DUA me yaaad rakhna....mujhe pata hai ki tum ho to mujhe kuch nhi ho sakta kabhi life me....bhale hi hum utna kuch share nhi kar paate ...lekin hume pata hota hai ki kuch to hua hai....kuch to gadbad hai kahin....yahi to hamare pyaar ki khaas baat thi...yahan tak ki mujhe aaj bhi tumhari raat ki skype ke nakhre yaad hai.....wo bhuusshhhh wala dono haatho se karna.....jispe main fida tha....kya karun...pyaar kiya hai....nibhana aata hai.....hatna nhi aata ....magar kuch majburiyaaan ho jaati hai.....
aj bhi har lamha tumhe mahsoos karta hai.....tumhe chahna chahta hun.....tumse paaas gale lagna chahta hun....lipatna chahta hun....band aankho se dekhna chahta hun....mehsooos karna chahta hun....dil ki dhadkan apne dhadkan se sunna chahta hun....bus tumhe zindagi bhar apne se dooor nhi hone dena chahta hun....aaj bhi jeene ki wajah TUM ho....muskurane ki wajan tum ho....kyunki TUM hi HO....
Haaaan kaha tha maine ki kuch aisa likho ki sabko kuch seekhne ko mile.....aur milni bhi chahiye....tum wo ho jo jeene ki umeed paida kar sakti ho....registaan me baarish karwa sakti ho....pathar me jaaan daal sakti ho....do dilo ko mila sakti ho.....main hi jaan sakta hun ki tum kya ho.....tum itna acha sochti ho ki main bhi kabhi sochta hun....kya ye pyaar ke rishte ka asar hai yea joostjuu hai.....kyunki itna sab kuch usi ko mil sakta hai...jiske man me gile sikhwe na ho....jo apno se bhi zyada pyaar karta ho....
Aj bhi tumhare saath haath pakadne ko dil karta hai...saath chalne ko dil karta hai...man karta hai ki bus tumhe apni baahon me leke saari duniya ghoom lun....aaj bhi tumhe choomne ko dil karta hai....aaj bhi tumhari muskaan pe mar mitne ko dil karta hai.....haaaan aaj bhi sab kuch dil karta hai...aaj bhi tumhari god me sar rakh ke sone ko dil karta hai....aaj bhi tumhare saaath ek ek pal sath jeene ko man karta hain....
Missssiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggggggg uuuuuuuuuu a lottttttttttttttttt n loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuu till end....
Ab apne shabdon ko wiraam de kar kuch panktiyaan tumhare liye rakhta hun....
" wo aitbaar ho tum...wo dik ki khwaish ho tum...
meri mohabbat mera farishta ho tum...
mere liye dil ki baichaini ...mere dil ka tukda ho tum...
kyunki mere aashiqui ki daaman ki muskurane ki wajah ho tum...."
At last this one only for U shonaaaa.....
