"AuR Ye AkeLAPAN......"

 AB INTZAAR KI AADAT SI HO GAI HAI,
KHAMOSHI EK HALAT SI HO GAI HAI...
NA SHIKWA NA SIKAYAT HAI KISI SE
KYUNKI AB AKELEPAN SE MOHABBAT SI HO GAI HAI...

Dosti Ki Raho Mai Kabhi Akelapan Na Mile,
Aai Dost Zindagi Mai Tumhe Kabhi Gum Na Mile...
Dua Karte Hai Hum Khuda Se,
Tuhme Jo Bhi Dost Mile Hum Se Kam Na Mile...





Tanhai me akelapan saha na jayega.
Par mehfil me akela raha na jayega,
Unka saath na ho fir bhi jiya jayega,
Par unka saath koi aur ho ye saha na jayega

Aaj tanhayion ko isqe hai humse bepanah,
kabhi hum tanhai se do pal ki dosti kiya karte the,
khamosi ki parchaiya hain jab bhi dekhta hun main
kabhi in parchaiyo ke muskurate chehre hua karte the...

Ek Baar Mila Bhi Mauka Kisi Ki Chahat Ban-ne Ka,
Lekin Hum Use Bhi Gawa Baithe,
Usne Khud Apne Pyaar Ka Izhaar Kiya,
Lekin Hum Uske Pyaar Ko ek shaq ki Hi Najar se Nakaar Baithe,

Us Samay Pyaar Se Mahroom The,
Aaj Use Khone Ka Dard Dil Ko Rulane Laga Hai,
Zindagi To Khoob Jee Hamne,
Par Ab Ye Akelapan Satane Laga Hai…

 


Akelapan aab hume satata hai,
din mai sapne or raato ko jagata hai,
kaya karengi iss khali imaarat jaise dil ka haal janke,
kyunki ab toh aise bi akelepan se mohabbat si ho gai hai !!!

Tanhai Me Akelapan Sahaa Jaega..
Par Mehfil Me Akela Rahaa Naa Jaega…
Unka Sath Na Ho Phir Bhi Jiaa Jaega..
Par Unke Sath Koi Aur Ho Wo Sahaa Naa Jaega...

Aaj hum akele hain kabhi vo hamare sath hua karte the,
hamara har din har raat hua karte the,
unke jane se bujh se gaye hain ab tou..
varna mohabbat ka sailaab hua karte the……..

"Wo Zind@gi ke Lamheeeyyyyy....."

 aaj bhi wo adhoore lekh poore nhi kar paaya... ya yun kahu ki mein samay nahi de paya???? 

     Kitni ajeeb baat hai na.......... 

 jo bhi kuch mein likhta hun sochta hun , ye jaanta tak nahi ki isko koi padhta bhi hoga ya isko likhne se kya hoga .. bas likh deta hun kyunki mera mann kehta hai.... Ek time aisa tha jab Maine har jagah apne aapko akela paaya, pata nahi kyu? Hazaaron ki bheedh bhi mujhe akela kar jata ... aur ho bhi kyu na? Mera sapna , mera khwaab , sab mere hi rahe kisi se isko share karne ki koshish bhi nahi ki.. Lagta tha shayad saamne wali mujhe pagal ya ajeeb na kahey .... hahaaaaa ... arreeyy ab hun to insaan hi saamne waley ki soch tak pahunchne ki koshish kabhi nahi kiya isliye Hazaaron ki bheedh sirf bheedh hi lagi koi bhi friend ya koi bhi family member wo jagah le hi nahi paaya..... 

     Shayad ab mein ye kabhi nahi keh sakta .... kyunki Hazaaron ki bheedh ki zarurat mujhe nahi.. shayad mujhe sirf ek wahi khawab ki talaash thi jo sirf mere liye hi ek haqeeqat ban jaye .... :)  

Zindagi bahut hi khubsurat ehsaas hai sach... achchi buri sab situation aapko kuch seekh de kar jaati hai.. Doston se door ek nayi zindagi sochna bhi mushkil lagta hai per baad me sab achcha lagta hai, shayad ishwar ne humare liye kuch na kuch achcha socha hi hota hai... aur agar aise me saath ho kisi apne ka to kuch bhi mushkil nahi.... Har koi muskurana chahta hai ,, chahey wo doston se sath ho ya family member ke sath.... Muskurana aa jata hai...aur aise hi maine kisi ko muskurane sikhaya tha....aaj usse bhi main bahut kuch seekh raha hun....

       Shayad mere liye best part yahi raha... mujhe mauka mila apne aapko apno ko kareeb se jaan'ne ka , ek special duniya ko jaan'ne ka... aur mere liye best best best pal yahi raha....

Ye bhi nahi janta ki har buri situation ko face karne ki himmat mujhme kaise aa jati hai... shayad apno ka pyaar ya  aapki ek smile.. koi gham nahi kabhi kisi baat ka ab... kyunki maine apne khwaab ko haqeeqat bante jiya hai... aur zindagi ne itna khubsurat mod liya ki jahan bhi chalu waha sirf ek special ehsaas hai... ek special ehsaas....

 jise me shabdon me bayaan kabhi nahi kar paungi... yahi kahungi meri zindagi aur us special ehsaas se mujhe bahut pyaar hai...  meri zindagi ne mujhe itna pyaara gift dia ,, mein hamesha us ehsaas ki respect karta hun aur karta karungi....

kyunki us pyaar ne mujhe bahut kuch sikhaya aur isliye uska mpyaar mere kaano me aur dilon me hamesha zinda hai aur rahega.... :)

"InTEZ@@R RaHEGA......."

Intezaar,,,,,,

   Sham ki chaiii hath me le kar socha... kuch  waqt kisi khaas ke sath guzara jaye... ek shaqs jisko uske pal-pal ki khabar rehti hai.

 Lo chal diye  phir us jagah jahan aksar mulaqat hua karti thi. Na to pehle wo jagah itni shant  thi na hi aaj.. sukoon bhar ke palon ko khamoshi se dhundhne chaley the  , socha mulaqat hogi to bahut se waakya honge aur sawal jawab ki jhadi lag jayegi... 

   Kadam aage badh rahe the,, jaise kisi khaas se milne jao aur dimag me kai sawal question mark ghoomne lagte hai bilkul wohi chehal-pehal us waqt uske dimag me bhi thi..... aakhirkar pahunch hi gaye.. wo seat aaj bhi yehi kehti hai ki is par bas tumhara hi haq hai jaise wo jagah sirf us hi ke liye bani ho.. bejijhak wo phir se us jagah ja kar baith gyi..  

  "Haaaan",,, ek awaaz sunai di,,
 jo uske kaano me nahi dimag tak pahunch gyi thi... 

Aksar aisa tabhi hota hai jab koi apka apna kuch kehna shuru karey aur aapka dimag  calculation,duniya daari samaaj sab se door sirf uski baat sunne ke liye ek jagah ekatrit ho jata hai. Bilkul waisa hi ehsaas tha kuch. Ab chehre pe muskurahat na aaye aisa to ho nhi sakta .... per shayad aisa nahi hua.....

 Ek gehri saans li aur sawal kataar ban kr bikharne lagey... jisko samaitna bahut zaroori tha... aur isi liye to wo aaj shaam ki chaai ka waqt kisi khaas ke sath guzaarne nikli thi.... 

    Waqt to kisi ke liye rukta nahi,,, ghari to ishare karti hi hai par kudrat se bach kar kahan jayenge?? Sham ka dhalta suraj bhi keh raha tha bas Kuch Hi Waqt Hai Is Lamhe Ke Liye....Bina waqt zaya kiye hath me chai le kar baith hi gaye,,, ab jis kaam ke liye aaye wo bhi to karna tha... Garam- Garm Chaaii Ki ek sip lena aur Intzaar karna kabhi kabhi sach me mushkil ho jata hai....... 

     Aur phir ek baar Kuch- Baatein adhoori hi sahi........aur ye intezaarrrr bus......

. Intzaar rahega 

Wo DiL ke JazBaaT ....Aaj Bhi Hai.....

Bahut din ho gaye.....bahut din beet gaye....kuch samajh nhi aa rha kahan se shuru karun....kya shuru karun....aisa lag rha hai ki main likhna bhul gya hun....kiske liye likhun???.....kya likhun.????...wajah bhi to nahi hai likhne ki....zindagi kuch adhuri si lagti hai....jab bhi TUM ek pal ke liye msg yea call nhi karte....

                       

 Aisa lagta hai jaise maano bahut sadiyaan beet gayi ho....bahut uch chala gya ho....zindagi me adhura sa kuch ho gya ho....lekin YAADEIN hai aj bhi tumhari saare mere paas....jitna chahun utna yaad kar loon....wo khatm nhi ho sakte....aur yaadein bana leta hun main un yaadon se....

Aaj bhi bahut kuch sochta hun.....TUM bhi sochti hogi ki kaisa jhalla sa....pura PAGALLL sa ladka hai mera peecha hi nhi chodta hai....hamesha mere peeche hi pada rehta hai.....kya karun....shonaaaa....kya karun....AAPKI parchaiii se jo mohabbat kar baitha tha....kuch aisa ho gya ki jahan jata hun bus SAYA peecha nhi chodti.....aur mujhe umeeed hai ki ye kabhi peecha nhi chaodegi.....

Aaj tumne hansna seekh liya.....sawarna seekh liya ....dil me mujhe rakha...aaj bhi rakhte ho....bus yahi dua karta hun ki aise hi hamesha DUA me yaaad rakhna....mujhe pata hai ki tum ho to mujhe kuch nhi ho sakta kabhi life me....bhale hi hum utna kuch share nhi kar paate ...lekin hume pata hota hai ki kuch to hua hai....kuch to gadbad hai kahin....yahi to hamare pyaar ki khaas baat thi...yahan tak ki mujhe aaj bhi tumhari raat ki skype ke nakhre yaad hai.....wo bhuusshhhh wala dono haatho se karna.....jispe main fida tha....kya karun...pyaar kiya hai....nibhana aata hai.....hatna nhi aata ....magar kuch majburiyaaan ho jaati hai.....

aj bhi har lamha tumhe mahsoos karta hai.....tumhe chahna chahta hun.....tumse paaas gale lagna chahta hun....lipatna chahta hun....band aankho se dekhna chahta hun....mehsooos karna chahta hun....dil ki dhadkan apne dhadkan se sunna chahta hun....bus tumhe zindagi bhar apne se dooor nhi hone dena chahta hun....aaj bhi jeene ki wajah TUM ho....muskurane ki wajan tum ho....kyunki TUM hi HO....

Haaaan kaha tha maine ki kuch aisa likho ki sabko kuch seekhne ko mile.....aur milni bhi chahiye....tum wo ho jo jeene ki umeed paida kar sakti ho....registaan me baarish karwa sakti ho....pathar me jaaan daal sakti ho....do dilo ko mila sakti ho.....main hi jaan sakta hun ki tum kya ho.....tum itna acha sochti ho ki main bhi kabhi sochta hun....kya ye pyaar ke rishte ka asar hai yea joostjuu hai.....kyunki itna sab kuch usi ko mil sakta hai...jiske man me gile sikhwe na ho....jo apno se bhi zyada pyaar karta ho....

Aj bhi tumhare saath haath pakadne ko dil karta hai...saath chalne ko dil karta hai...man karta hai ki bus tumhe apni baahon me leke saari duniya ghoom lun....aaj bhi tumhe choomne ko dil karta hai....aaj bhi tumhari muskaan pe mar mitne ko dil karta hai.....haaaan aaj bhi sab kuch dil karta hai...aaj bhi tumhari god me sar rakh ke sone ko dil karta hai....aaj bhi tumhare saaath ek ek pal sath jeene ko man karta hain....

Missssiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggggggg uuuuuuuuuu a lottttttttttttttttt n loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee uuuuuuuuuuu till end....

Ab apne shabdon ko wiraam de kar kuch panktiyaan tumhare liye rakhta hun....

" wo aitbaar ho tum...wo dik ki khwaish ho tum...

meri mohabbat mera farishta ho tum...

mere liye dil ki baichaini ...mere dil ka tukda ho tum...

kyunki mere aashiqui ki daaman ki muskurane ki wajah ho tum...."

At last this one only for U shonaaaa.....

AgaR KabhI TuM Janna chaaho....ki Mere Liye Kya ho TUM....

Agar kabhi tum jaanna chaaho ki ..

tum mere liye kya ho tu sun lo….

meri har saans mein tum ho

meri har dhadkan mein tum ho

meri har aahat mein tum ho

meri har chahat mein tum ho

mere har lafz mein tum ho...

har naam tumhara naam hai..

har baat tumhari baat hai..

har lafz jo mere lab per hai..

woh tumhara kaha huwa hai..

har lamehin mere zahen mein tum ho ..

har khawab mein tum ho..

har nazar mein tum ho..

har lamhein mere khayyalon mein tum ho..

har yaad tumhari yaad hai,

har yaad mein tumhare yaadein hein..

har chehra mein tumhara chehra hai..

har sitare mein lagta hai k..

tumhara kangan chamak raha hai..

har khushboo tumhare badan ki khushboo lagti hai..

chand mein tumhara chehra dikhta hai..

meri har aadat tumhari aadat hai..

mera yeh jivan tumhare naam hai..

meri zindagi tumhare naam hai..

meri zindagi tum se hai....

AURB BUS TUM MUJHSE HO...MAIN TUMSE HUN...

Kyunki....

Bus TUM HI HOOOOO....

Humesha khush rahoge tum ye wada hai Mera Mujhse aur tumse... Humesha apni zindagi jiyoge pure dil se ye wada Mera hai Mujhse or tumse.....is kaaynaat ki har khushi pe naam tumhara hoga ye wada hai Mera Mujhse aur tumse.....tere har aansun ko chura lenge tumse ye wada hai Mera mujhse or tumse....Tumhari zindagi ..Tumhari dhadkan...Tumhari jeene ki wajah har pal har lamha tumhare sath hi hogi tumhara humsaaya ban ke YE WADA HAI MERA MUJHSE AUR TUMSE........ YE WADA HAI MERA MUJHSE AUR TUMSE......

Tera ZiKra.....Phir Yuhin.....

Ek nazm aisa likhu

Jisme sirf tera zikra ho

Ye baat sirf tere mere

Darmiyan ho,

Us me zikra karu

Tere labon pe aai

Har baat ka, 

Tere zehan me aaye

Har khayal ka,

Teri aankhon se padhu

Jo tham kar tera hath

Phir muskura kar keh dun

Kya kya likhu batao na is baar? 

Keh do ki is nazm me

Ho mera hi zikra har baar

Maine to jee li wo "shaam"

Tumhari nazron se phir ek baar,

Jaane do kuch vaakya

rehne do adhure 

Ye baat, ye shaam

Rehne do tere mere hi darmiyaan,

Ek nazm aisa likhu

Jisme sirf tera zikra ho

Tere khayalon ki kalam ho

Aur Yaadon se bhare panne ho.. 

Badalon me chupi tasveer ko

khojta hun main

us naarangi aasman me

kho jata hun main,

chhap chhap ki boondon se

pet bharti hari-hari pattiyan,

mitti ki sondi sondi mehak

ehsaas liye phir

sochta hun main....

Ek nazm aisa likhu

Jisme sirf tera zikra ho

Tere khayalon ki kalam ho

Aur Yaadon se bhare panne ho.. 

Yun Khuda bhi apni kudrat par

itna itraata hoga

jaane kaise kaise khayal

apne jehan me laata hoga,

kar garoor tu apni kudrat par

hai sach to yahi

dhundh leta hun main 

sou bahaane jeene ko,

zara tham jaye hawa..

meri soch ne le li hai karwatein

mera ehsaas kiye

tu uska aurr jana

keh dena-

har shaam hoti hai mulaqat

tere naam se, tere khayal se

ab to lagta hai

ye hawa bhi karti hai saazish,

har shaam tu apne khayal me

lena mera naam

ban kar tere chehre hi muskaan

pahunch jaungi tere paas.

Ek nazm aisi likhu

Jisme sirf tera zikra ho

Tere khayalon ki kalam ho

Aur Yaadon se bhare panne ho...

BUSsss TUM HI TO HO....ONLY "U"

BUS TUM HI TO HO....

...ye labj jo ki bahut hi zyada mayne rakhte hain kisi ke bhi life me....chahe wo rishta pyaar ka ho....chahat ka ho....mohabbat ka ho...yea ishq ka ho...ye ek aise labj hai jo dusre ki mohabbar ...pyaar me ek doosre ko pavitra kar deta hai....isi chahat me log ek dossre ke aur karreb aa jate jain...ek doosre ke deewane ho jaate hain....zindagii bahut pyaari lagne lagti  hai...lagta hai jaise maano saari kaynat uske kadmo me daal dun....baaki sab kuch fika fika lagta hai....maano bus koi hai jo hamesha uske liye hi bana ho....hamesha usi ke khawabon me ho...usi ko chahta hai...usi ke liye jaan deta hain....

Yahi rishta hai hamara aur AAPKA aj bhi...ek doosre ki har baat maan lete hain...har baat ko dil se samajhte hain....bhale hi doooooor kitne kyun nhi ho...har baar jab bhi ek doosre ko time milta hai to lagta hai jaise BUS TUM HI TO HO...aur koi nhi hai....kisi se koi matlab nhi hai....mere liye bus tum hi ho....

Aaj bhi hum ek doosre ko ek hi time pe dil ki baat sun lete hain...samajh lete hain....ek doosre ko song sunana...samjh jana kya kehna chahte ho....ye dil ki baat dil tak pahunch jaati hai....

Aj bhi man karta hai aapko apna bana lun....log jo bhi kahenge kehne do...phir dil ko samjhata hun..aur aapki batein yaad karta hun...hamare MANJIL ek hai...bus raaste alag ho gye hain...logon ko samjhna hamara kaam hai....hum jaise hai waise hi rahenge...hamesha...life me hamesha touch me rahenge....

Aj bhi ek msg aata hai ...KYA KAL LHE HO AP...to mano lagta hai ki saari yaadein taza ho jaati hain...dil jhoom uthta hai..waise hi jaise mor ke pankh khushi me jhum jate hai baarish ke time pe....Aj bhi ek doosre ko har baat batate hain...mana ki naadaniyaan ho jati hai...hum bhi aakhir insaan hai ...galtiyaan ho gyi...bus...lekin uska prayschit kiya...aur hum dono ko pata hai ki hamara pyaar kabhi kam nhi hoga...hamesha badhta rahega...Bhale hi humari life me koi aaye....lekin dhyaan aapse kabhi nhi hatega...hamesha dil me rahogi....ek jagah de diya hai apke liye dil me...jab bhi dil ko cheer ke dekhogi to aapke naam ka FOLDER zaroor milega...aur bahut kuch yaadein bhi milegi...kyunki main hamesha update karta rehta hun apki saari cheezen...jaise gaane...jokes...urani batein...kuch ache waqt....smiley....video...pics...apke choti....bhuuushhhhh ...aur bahut kuch....

Likhte likhte ant shhano me yahi kehta hun ki ....bus ....TUM HI TO HO......

AaGoShhh....

Apni Aagosh Mein Ek Roz Chupa Lo Mujhko..

Gham-e-Duniya Se Meri Jaan Bcha Lo Mujhko..

Unko De Di Hai Isharon Mein Ejaazat Main Ne.. 

Maangne Se Na Miloon To Chura Lo Mujhko.. 

Apne Saaye Se Bhi Ab To Mujhe Dar Lgta Hai.. 

Ho Jo Mumkin To Nigahon Mein Chupa Lo Mujhko..

 Dil Mein Nakaam Tamannao ka Tufaan Sa Hai..

 Meri Uljhano Meri Wehshaton Se Nikalo Mujhko..

 Unko Likhna Hai Kisi Roz Ye Khat Mein Jana..

 Hum To Khud Ke Bhi Nahi Apna Bana Lo Mujhko.. 

Agosh-E-Tanhayi Mein Sona Chahata Hoon,

Jeetkar Bhi Sab Khona Chahata Hoon..

Dum Ghut Raha Hai Siskiyon Mein,

                                                      Jee Bharke Rona Chahata Hoon..

Khwaishen Nahin Zannat Mein Ashiyane Ki,

Main To Un Ke Dil Mein Ik Kona Chahata Hoon..

Bane Jo Kal Darakht-E-Mohabbat,

Beez Wo Dilon Mein Bona Chahata Hoon..

Bhatka Ke Sahil Se Jo Le Ayi Hai Bhanwar Tak,

Khud Us Kasti Ko Main Dubona Chahata Hoon..

Rat Karvanton Mein Guzre Wo Phoolon Ki Sez Kya,

Neend Aa Jaye Wo Kanton Ka Bichhauna Chahata Hoon..

"Masoom Chehraaaa...."

Masoom Chehra , Nigaahen Farebi


Labon Pe Hasni Aur Dil Mein Daga Hai
Mile Dost Jisko Yahan Tere Jaisa
Use Dushmanon Ki Zaroorat Hai Kya Hai

Masoom Chehra … Daga Hai

Dil Tod Diya, Kyon Itna Bata De
Phir Baad Mein Bewafa Jo Chaahe Mujhko Saza De
Teri Berukhi Se Pareshaan Hoon Mein
Na Aaye Samajh Mein Yeh Kya Maajra Hai

Masoom Chehra … Daga Hai

Kya Usko Kahen Jo Kasmon Ko Bhoole
Apno Se Karke Jafa, Gairon Ki Baahon Mein Jhoole
Nazar Mein Basa Ke Nazar Pher Lena
Yeh Kaisi Mohabbat Yeh Kaisi Wafa Hai

Masoom Chehra … Daga Hai

Jo Bharta Nahin Woh Zakhm Diya Hai
Mujhko Nahin Pyar Ko, Badnaam Tune Kiya Hai
Jise Maine Pooja Maseeha Bana Ke
Na Tha Yeh Pata Pattharo Ka Bana Hai





Masoom Chehra… Daga Hai

Mile Dost Jisko Yahan Tere Jaisa
Use Dushmanon Ki Zaroorat Hai Kya Hai


Masoom Chehra … Daga Hai