"Ab NeenD Mujhe Aati Nahi...."

Rahte hain unke khayaalon me,

Ab neend mujhe aati nahi,

Hanste hain ab jab bhi hum,

bas yaad unhi ki aati hai...

Wo uski meethi muskaan,

humara dil dhadkaati hai,

Jaagte sote - har pal hi,

unki yaad hume tadpaati hai...

Bas ek jhalak unki paa kar,

hum khush ho jaaya karte hain,

Jab bhi wo aate hain saamne,

hum chup ho jaya karte hain...

Bolta hai ... per dil mera,

kuch bol sake to tu kah de,

Par sochta hoon main,

is baat se, mera dil use naa kho baithe...

Wo dost nahi mera sab kuch hai,

ye kaun use batlaaye,

Kaas waqt ke saath hi,

wo apne aap samajh paaye...

Aye ...shonaaa...... ab teri yaad me,

kisi kaam me ruchi nahi,

Dil me tum, dhadkan me tum,

aur baat kisi ki bachi nahi...

Rahte hain tumhare khayaalo me,

ab neend mujhe aati nahi.....

Wo Kuch Hamare BeeTein Lamhe.....

Kal raat ko jab main sone ke liye jaa rha tha to mujhe AAPKI bahut zor se yaad aa rhi thi....pta nhi kyun??? bahut zyada fikr ho rhi thi....lag rha tha maano jaise meri zarurat ho aapko..par kya karta bahut dil ko samjhaya....pray kiya bhagwaan se ki kuch bhi ho bus AAP theek raho....kuch bhi tabyt me problm ho jaye to theek ho jaye...

Kuch dino se whatsapp me SEEN dekh rha hun...kisi kisi din to morning me aap 5.02am yea 5.23am pe apka last seen hua karta hai....itne der tak kyun jagte ho aap...??? kya hua hai aapko??? Raaton ko aap bechain kyun ho jaate ho???Baaki time to whatsapp sahi dikhta hai....main puch to directly sakta nhi hun...lekin ans bhi nhi maang rha hun...bus zyada tension mat lo....aapke liye aaj bhi mere andar pehle wali sab kuch YAADEIN hain.....kuch nhi bhula main...din se raat aur raat se din tak sab kuch achcha lagta hai...lekin thoda rukhapan lagta hai LIFE me....AAP nhi ho to hansi chali gyi hai....chaain chhin gya hai....dil ko sambhal raha hun to gussa aa jata hai kabhi kabhi....phir shaant hota hun...

AAPNE kaha ki aap radio sunte time song suna ki "Har kisi ko nhi milta.....", actually me jab bhi ye song sunta hun tabhi ph uthata hun...phone pe number aapka dial karta hun...aur cut karta hun bahut soch ke...Kya karun yea kya na karun...isi ksmakash me rehta hun....



AAPNE ye bhi kaha ki 
"he closed all the doors of his heart for me."
...aisa kuch nhi hai....main aaj bhi aapko utna hi chahta hun....kaise samjhaoun aapko...par itna samjhta hun ki aap aaj bhi mujhe utna hi chahti hai.....yea usse zyada hi....main bhi aapko bahut yaad karta hun aur bhi bahut kuch.....

Mujhe aaj bhi nhi pata hai ki AAPKI aisi kya MAJBURI thi jise aapne likha ki 
"wo tha meri zindagi par kya karu majboor thi mai yeh ye kahe lo majboor kar diya ga usse chorne par." 
Please aap mujhe ye to bata dijiye ki kya thi wo wajah???Kisne aapko majbur kiya aur kis wajah se??? Please mujhe jaanana hai ....itna to aap kar hi sakte ho....Please main to request hi kar sakta hun....



"MAIN aapke liye aaj bhi hun......KAL bhi tha....aur HAMESHA rahunga.....chahe duniya ke kisi kone me rahun...aur marne ke pehle zarur milunga......aapse bina mile meri AATMA ko shanti nhi milegi...."


Hume pata ki hum dono ne kaisa pyaar kiya tha...aur hamara pyaar karne ka zajbaa kahan tak tha....aapka har raat ko I LOVE U na....bahut saraaaa naaa......n muuuuaaaaaahhhh ke sath .... bol ke khaap khaap ke saath phone rakhna then sona....aur zyada paleshan karne pe NO bolna.....ab ye kaan taras gye hain mere....aur aapne mera naam acha kiya jo nhi liya ...nhi to mujhe aur aur apko bhi bura lagta yaad karke.....

Main AAPKO sab kuch life me haasil karke dikhaounga.....n u will be proud of me....i know that u always take me in the prayer to get success....i LOVE u all my heart ...forever....




Ye Song ke lines KHAAAS Apke liye:_

Mill jaaye hum toh
Sab kuch sahi hai
Phir iss tarah kyun, hain ajnabi
Tum mein hum hain
Hum mein tum ho
Tum se hum hain
Hum se tum ho
Kismaton se milte hain do dil yahaan...


And, Khaas AAPKE ...Liye....

TERI YAADEIN ke LiYE....

Teri yaadein...Mulakateen...

Main kaise bhuloon chahat ki wo barsaaten

Teri yaaden...Mulakaten...

Main kaise bhuloon chahat ki wo barsaaten

Tu hi mera dil
Tu hi meri jaaaan

Tu hi mera dil hai
Tu hi meri jaaaan...

Kabhi to paas mere aao
Kabhi to nazren mujhse milaao
Kabhi to dil se dil ko milao
oh jaaaanaaa.....

Meri jaan palken yun na jhukana
Meri jaan mujhse dooor na jana
Meri jaan mujh ko bhul na jana

oh jaaaanaaaaa........

Mujhe lauta deWo mera pyaar...

Mujhe lauta deWo mera pyaar...

Main tera hi deewana hun
Teri baaten kabhi main bhul na paaun

Main tera hi deewana hun
Teri baaten kabhi main bhul na paaun

Tu hi mera dil haiTu hi meri jaaaan

Tu hi mera dil haiTu hi meri jaaaan...

oh yaara...
kyun khafa ho mujhse

oh yaraa...
kyun juda ho mujhse

oh yaara...
Mera pyar hai tujhse

oh jaaanaaaaa......

Tere bin dil-lagi hai adhoori

Terebin ashiqui hai adhoori

Mujhe milna hai tujhse zaroori

oh jaaanaaa....

Mujhe lauta deWo mera pyaar...

Mujhe lauta deWo mera pyaar...

Kabhi to paas mere aao
Kabhi to nazren mujhse milao
Kabhi to dil se dil ko milao
oh jaaaanaaa.....

Meri jaan palken yun na jhukana
Meri jaan mujhse dooor na jana
Meri jaan mujh ko bhul na jana

oh janaaanaaa............................

I KNOW U R & U VL BE ALWAYS WITH ME and LOVING me....& MEE TOO...

"MohaBBAt SirF AhSaAS Hi RAh GyA..."

Mohabbat sirf ahsaas hi rah gaya,

aaya toofan toh kafila bah gaya, 

wo utni hi mohabbat kiya karte the,

jitna mazbur unko dil kar gaya... 

shayad wo bahut khubsurat thi, 

yaa muje unsa koi dikhta na tha, 

par jo bhi thi ae -  khuda, 

dil toh unpe deewana ho gaya... 

wafa karenge humse wo, 

yeh yakin na kar paye hum,

wo yaad karte rahe hume raton ko, 

aur mai pareshan hota hi rah gaya...

berukhi aksar udasi mai badal gai, 

unki wafa bhi mujhe dikhti chali gayi, 

hum na samajh sake ki wo unka pyar hai, 

aur main bus apna pyaar jatata rah gaya... 

wo bekhabar thi mujh se,

ki itna pyar main kaise kar sakunga, 

wo khud ko sabit kar rahe thi, 

aur main khud ko sabit karta gaya... 

mera intejaar karna un raaho par, 

jaha bichde the hum un jagaho se, 

mai ik din fir wahi aaunga, 

jaha se tujh ko main chod gaya... 

yakin ki shama bujhne na dena, 

jo baat hai wo bus apne tak hi rakhna, 

duniya me phir milenge hum apne manjilon pe,

kabhi kisi yaadon me mujhe kho na dena...

wo janaje ke piche thi mere,

yaa kahi kone mai baithe ro rahe the, 

ab toh ruksat hi achi hai duniya se meri, 

warna mout ko main na pahunch gaya... 

Wo....PAL...

Dil tu dhadkana band kar,

jab jab tu dhadkata hai unki yaad aati hai,

Wo to khush hogi apni dunia me,

Jaan to pal pal hamari hi jati hai...

`

Chale gaye ho dur kuch pal ke liye,

dur rehkar bhi karib ho har pal ke liye,

kaise yaad na aaye apki pal ek pal ke liye,

jab Dil me ho tum har pal ke liye...

`

Missed call to ek bahana hai,

Irada to aapka ek lamha churana he,

Aap chahe humse baat karo ya na karo,

Aap ki yadon mein humara ana jana hai...

`

Tumhari yaadon ki mehek in hawaon me hai,

Pyar hi Pyar bikhra in fizaao me hai,

aisa na ho ki duriya dard ban jaye,

ab to aapke msg ka intezaar nigahon me hai...

`

Koi khat nahi, koi khabar nahi,

apko shayad rishte ki kadar nahi,

hum to apko yaad karte hai har saans k sath,

shayad apko hamari sanson ki koi fikar nahi…

"Aakhir...Wo WaJaH kya Thi"...

Wo kaun si wajah thi,

jiske liye tumne mujhe chhoda...

Wo kaun si pareshaniyaan thi,

Jiske liye tumne mujhe mana kiya...

Wo kaun si majbooriyaan thi,

jiske liye tumne mujhe alag kiya...

Aakhir wo wajah kya thi,

jiske liye tumne mujhe chhoda...

Wo baat kya thi,

Hume samajh na aayi,

Wo wajood kya thi,

Jise hum parakh na paaye,

Aakhir wo wajah kya thi,

jiske liye tumne mujhe chhoda...

Nahi janta hun main ki tum mujhse door kyun gayi,

apne aap ko mujhse chhinn kyun gayi,

kaun si mushkilen thi tumhari tavassoor me,

jisse hum samajhne ka dastoor na tha,

Aakhir wo wajah kya thi,

jiske liye tumne mujhe chhoda....

Kaise bhulaoun tujhe,

kaise yaad rakhun tujhe,

kaise man bahaloun main apna,

kaise tadapta tujhe chhod dun main,

aaj bhi teri har baaton ko yaad kar ,

sine me qaid kar rakhta hun,

khud ke sawalon ko bol ke,

tumhari taraf se jawaab de ke mukh me daba rakha hun,

Aakhir kyun na samajh paaya main,

teri naa samajh wajah ko,

phir bhi maaloom nahi,

Aakhir wo kya wajah thi,

jiske liye tumne mujhe chhoda...

Haaaaaan...MUjhe Aaj Bhi YAAd Hai...

Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai,
tera muskurana,tera chehakna,
tera gussa karna,tera taiyaar hona,
haan...mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai...

Teri har baaton ko yaad kar ke samjhna,
tujhe mera PALESHAN karna,
tujhe mera dono haatho se "BHUSH" karna,
wo bhush ka video banana,
us video ko roz dekhna,
video me mera khush ho jana,
tera fashion show dekhna,
haan...mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai...

Tera dono chotiyon me clip lagana,
tera bachcha banna,
ek hi time pe door hoke ek saath T.V pe song sunna,
whatsapp pe song bhejna yea gaa ke bhejna,
mere whatsapp song ke sun ke khub zor se hansna,
har JOKES pe hansna,
dil ki baat batana,
hamesha teri hothon pe hansi dekhna,
haan...mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai....


Tera roothna, mera manana,
mera pyaar se shona -babu bol ke manana,
tujhe anjaane me rokna tokna,
tera baarish me bheegna,
bachon ki tarah icecream khana,
dairy milk kha ke chidhana,
har baat pe bolna "APKO KAISE PATA",
haan...mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai...

Tera skype pe video chat karna,
wo emoction ke jagan khud EXPRESSION dena,
tera PAPA ke saamne baatein karna,
tera likhna aur mera bolna,
usme naaraz hona, chidhna,
BHABHI ko dil ki baat batana,
DADA ke saamne chup ho jana,
Thodi der me aati hun bol ke chale jana,
haan...mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai...

Tera mujhe PAGAL kehna,
tera mujhe BUDHU kehna,
tera mujhe smjhana,
meri galtiyaan sudharna,
mujhpe ache se HAQ jatana,
Aur sabse khaaaaaaaaassssss...
"tera mujhe tahe dil se pyaar karna"
kaise bhul sakta hun...in sab cheezon ko,
haan...mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai...

"Wo 12th Aktuber Ki Asmanjas ki RAAT"

Wo raat kuch ajeeb si thi,

kuch to bol rahi thi,

maano jaise KISI ko yaad kar rhi thi,

Bahut bechaain ho rha tha main,

Shayad KOI to mujhe yaad kar rha tha....

Kahin koi to thi,

Jiski yaadein mujhe janjhor rahi thi,

shayad kuch mujhse kehna chahti thi,

phir bhi apne aap ko rok rahi thi,

Raat ki KARWATEN bhi pareshan kar rhi thi,

maano jaise raat madhosh ho rha tha mere bechainiyon se....

Mujhe bhi pata nhi chal rha tha,

Aakhir kya ho rha tha,

Ki main kya karun ab talak me,

kaise main aur kise apni HAAL BEHAAL bayan karun...

Bahut Ajeeb lag rha tha,

Man ghabra rha tha,

Hulchul ho rhi thi pet me,

Dil machal rha tha,

saanse thamne jaise ho rhi thi,

baar baar uth rha tha,

uth uth ke paani pee rha tha,

ghoom rha tha,

itna karne ke baad bhi man ghabra rha tha,

raat ke 12 se subah ke 5 ho gye the...

Itna to pta tha ki,

KOI to hai jisko meri zarurat hai,

wo bhi abhi,

isi waqt hai,

kabhi PHONE ke MSG dekhta,

to kabhi WHATAPP dekhta

to kabhi GTALK dekhta,

phir bhi kuch nhi dikhta,

Shayad koi aur hi WAJAH thi,

Is raat ki BECHAINI ki,

shayad kisi ko to meri zarurat thi...

Ghanto beet gaye,

na neend aayi,

na chaain aaya,

na man mana,

na pyaas bhuji,

wahi KASHMAKASH me raat nikal gyi...

Kuch samajh na saka main,

Ye kya hua hai mere saath,

mujhe ye bhi na pata chala,

ki maine neend me chaain GAWAYA,

yea chaain me NEEND...

BUS,

itna pata tha ki,

KOI apna hi mujhe bechaaini se yaad kar raha hai,

Uski yaadein mujhe baar baar sone nhi de rhai,

Uski pyaar bhari AANKHEN mujhe bula rahi thi,

Shayad jo main samajh rha tha usi ko meri ZARURAT thi,

Bus isi baat ko dil me basa ke main ye samjha ki,

usi ne mujhe yaadon me rakha,

AUR,

ek raat uske naam kar diya...

Ab bus CHAAR panktiyaan "AAPKE" liye....KHAAAAASSSSS....

Aaj wo door hai humse,aur hum door hain unse,

bus utne faaslon me bhi,usne mujhe jaga ke rakha,

uski yaad mere liye saja ban gyi,

aur meri neend "na aana" uski WAJAH ban gyi..

"WO" Apni Tehrir Mein Likhti Hai"

This poem is purely specially for YOU....khaas aapke liye

Kya kya baatein 

wo apni tehrir mein likhti hai, 

ek nayi takdeer 

meri takdeer me likhti hai, 

wo aisi hamdard ke, 

apne pyar ke saare lafz, 

mere haathon ki lakeer mein likhti hai,

 koi raaz chhupana shayad 

pasand nahi use, 

wo apna har khawab 

khuli taabir mein likhti hai, 

main uska ek man-chaha qaidi hoon 

issi liye naam mera 

wo zulfon ki zanjeer mein likhti hai, 

bol uthe ek ek taassur 

us ke chehre se, 

Saari kahani wo 

apni tasveer mein likhti hai, 

khoob chehekti hai 

wo khat ke pehle hisse mein, 

lekin dil ki sachi baat 

aakhir mein likhti hai, 

jis khoobi se 

pehchana jaye koi shakhs, 

qudrat wo khoobi 

uske khoon-e-khameer mein likhti hai… 

Kya kya baatein 

wo apni tehrir mein likhti hai...

"A Kaash Ki Aisa Ho Jaye"

A kaash ki aisa ho jaye,

Jise chaha tum ne har lamha,

Jise socha tum ne har lamha,

Wo shakhs tmhara ho jaye,...


tum jis se mohabbat karte ho,

Jise dekh ke jite marte ho,

Jise kho dene se darte ho,

Wo shakhs tumhara ho jaye,...


Wo jis ki yadon main kho kar,

tum waqt guzara karte ho,

Wo jis ki baton main kho kar,

Khud se bhi kinara karte ho,...


Yun tanha tanha raaton main,

tum jis ko pukara karte ho,

Sun rahe ho "ANURAG",

Wo shakhs "Tumhara" ho jaye,...


A kaash ki aisa ho jaye....

"Dil me lagi tasveer teri hata nahi sakta"

Dil me lagi tasveer teri hata nahi sakta ,                        

Tere sang bitaye un lamhon ko bhula nahi sakta...

Tere bina kya hogi ye zindagi, bata nhi sakta ,

                       Jitna haq hai mera tujh par utna bhi jata nahi sakta...

Tere sang jeena hai,tere sang hi marna hai ,

                       Sab khwaab hain inhey haqikat bana nahi sakta... 

Tum dil me dil ki har dhadkan me rahti ho ,

                       Isliye ye "dil" bhi cheer kar dikha nahi sakta... 

Tum hi aao, Samjhao is nadan "dil" ko,

                       Main laakh chhah kar bhi ise samjha nahi sakta...

Bahut ehsaan hai tere, meri is zindgi par ,

                       In ehsaano ka karz kabhi chuka bhi nahi sakta... 

Only & Specially For U Last Line,

Har saans ke saath tuumhey hi yaad karta hun ,

                       Ab kitna yaad karta hun gina nahi sakata…..

"जब याद तुम्हारी आती हैं..."

दिल मेरा तड़प उठता हैं, 

जब याद तुम्हारी आती हैं...

रोज रोज सपनो में आ आ कर, 

तड़पाते हो मुझे क्यूँ इतना... 

याद हैं मुझे आज भी वो, 

पहली मुलाक़ात का दिन... 

झुकी झुकी पलकों से, 

चुपके चुपके तुम्हें देखना... 

तुम्हारी एक छुअन से, 

सिमट जाना मेरा... 

मीठी मीठी प्यारी बातें, 

भुलाऊँ किस तरह, 

खट्टी मीठी प्यारी यादें, 

भुलाऊँ किस तरह, 

दिल मेरा तड़प उठता हैं, 

जब याद तुम्हारी आती हैं...

For "HER"...By "HIM".... From UR missing piece "X"...

Why is it I feel like I do?

Why is it every spare moment i have
is filled with the thought of looking in your eyes?

Only someone who has felt what i feel for you,
Only someone who has spent moments in time with you,
Captivated by who you are, in awe of your spirit as I am,
Only they could possibly know how and why i feel as I do.

I know in my heart no other person has ever had just a fraction
of the love,respect and longing i feel for you,
So i tell you now,
There is no other who could answer such questions,
There is no other who could feel as I do.
"You came in to my life when i was lost,
Wandering the web, evenings out,
Searching for something I craved for,
But couldn't quite understand.
You suddenly filled my life with colour,with light,
With new and incredible feelings of warmth, calm
and such unsurpassed electric sexual chemistry.

We are both travelers on this forbidden road,
Journeying together,crossing each hurdle as we 
come across them, savoring each moment."

I now that long ago we promised ourselves to others,
That we will never be more than we are now,
Spending brief but so wonderful stolen moments floating
on our cloud.
Our love is forbidden,so wrong to others,
Yet makes our lives complete and whole.

I know you have a very lucky man,
He has you and I hope you will always
be loved as you deserve.
You have so much and I promise you,
It will always be safe,
It will never be anything but secure,
Our love remaining as it must,
Secret,hidden within our hearts.
But I hear myself say,
They are lucky, so very lucky.

Promise me this, 
when such a day comes where 
our hearts must part,
Once the tears have dried and 
your spirit 'so' once more,
You will sit back,close your eyes,touch your heart
and know that although we are no longer together,
I am always there, so very close,
That you need only dream for a a moment
to loose yourself in all the wonderful, magical
and lasting memories we have made together.
I love you so much "Her",
Why do i feel this way?
I now know why,
Because i have totally lost my heart to you
and whatever happens in the future,
I know you will always carry a part of me with you.



Yours Missing Piece

"X"