Wednesday, October 9, 2013

To Hard To "Trust & Understand" Some1 "U" Love...!!!!




Why is it so hard to trust and understand some one you love? 
Is it the fear of being hurt again? 
You been hurt so many times, 
Just when you think they are trustworthy... 
they go right around and lie at your face 


You feel hurt and confused...


You start to think love is not to be trusted 
Your heart has implanted the idea that love is not to be trusted no mater how real it seem, 
Now your heart became used to not trusting 


Even if you want to trust them you just cant...


You don't want be made a fool again 
When you hear the words 'please baby trust me' 
You start to think do they want me to trust them,

So that I wont have no clue what they doing behind my back? 
So you don't take no chances and you keep track of every thing they say to see if the story changes 
The very fear of being hurt again hunts you in your dreams 
It becomes the shadows that stalk you everywhere you go...


Now trust had become you enemy...



You start to think that honesty between love ones is just a lie 
One after the other 
Every time you want to trust someone you love 
A voice in your head start to tell you not to trust no one 
The closer you get to trust them the louder that voice get 


It screams in your...


You just want that sound to leave so you do what it said 
You trust no one except that voice 
Your forced to think everyone is untrustworthy 
You wished you had someone you could trust but it has become harder and harder for you 
Now trust in someone you love has become merely just a long gone memory 
Just a mystery you don't want to waist you time in solving 


Now love has become harder and harder for you...

All the times you been hurt has become your nightmares,

 that only comes out when you r in love.. 
It waits, lies dormant.. until love comes your way 
When it does, all you fears of getting hurt again just floods in your head 
None stop 
You just want to

break down,
 and
 cry
because any little thing could lead the way to a broken heart………………………………..............................