Thursday, October 17, 2013

"Wo 12th Aktuber Ki Asmanjas ki RAAT"




Wo raat kuch ajeeb si thi,
kuch to bol rahi thi,
maano jaise KISI ko yaad kar rhi thi,
Bahut bechaain ho rha tha main,
Shayad KOI to mujhe yaad kar rha tha....

Kahin koi to thi,
Jiski yaadein mujhe janjhor rahi thi,
shayad kuch mujhse kehna chahti thi,
phir bhi apne aap ko rok rahi thi,
Raat ki KARWATEN bhi pareshan kar rhi thi,
maano jaise raat madhosh ho rha tha mere bechainiyon se....

Mujhe bhi pata nhi chal rha tha,
Aakhir kya ho rha tha,
Ki main kya karun ab talak me,
kaise main aur kise apni HAAL BEHAAL bayan karun...

Bahut Ajeeb lag rha tha,
Man ghabra rha tha,
Hulchul ho rhi thi pet me,
Dil machal rha tha,
saanse thamne jaise ho rhi thi,
baar baar uth rha tha,
uth uth ke paani pee rha tha,
ghoom rha tha,
itna karne ke baad bhi man ghabra rha tha,
raat ke 12 se subah ke 5 ho gye the...

Itna to pta tha ki,
KOI to hai jisko meri zarurat hai,
wo bhi abhi,
isi waqt hai,
kabhi PHONE ke MSG dekhta,
to kabhi WHATAPP dekhta
to kabhi GTALK dekhta,
phir bhi kuch nhi dikhta,
Shayad koi aur hi WAJAH thi,
Is raat ki BECHAINI ki,
shayad kisi ko to meri zarurat thi...

Ghanto beet gaye,
na neend aayi,
na chaain aaya,
na man mana,
na pyaas bhuji,
wahi KASHMAKASH me raat nikal gyi...

Kuch samajh na saka main,
Ye kya hua hai mere saath,
mujhe ye bhi na pata chala,
ki maine neend me chaain GAWAYA,
yea chaain me NEEND...

BUS,
itna pata tha ki,
KOI apna hi mujhe bechaaini se yaad kar raha hai,
Uski yaadein mujhe baar baar sone nhi de rhai,
Uski pyaar bhari AANKHEN mujhe bula rahi thi,
Shayad jo main samajh rha tha usi ko meri ZARURAT thi,
Bus isi baat ko dil me basa ke main ye samjha ki,
usi ne mujhe yaadon me rakha,
AUR,
ek raat uske naam kar diya...


Ab bus CHAAR panktiyaan "AAPKE" liye....KHAAAAASSSSS....

Aaj wo door hai humse,aur hum door hain unse,
bus utne faaslon me bhi,usne mujhe jaga ke rakha,
uski yaad mere liye saja ban gyi,
aur meri neend "na aana" uski WAJAH ban gyi..






4 comments:

Unknown said...

Awesome !!!! I know wots ur exact feeling

@nuRag NilEsH....LOVE ME OR HATE ME BUT DON'T IGNORE ME.......... said...
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@nuRag NilEsH....LOVE ME OR HATE ME BUT DON'T IGNORE ME.......... said...

hmmm...thanks for being with me....i really need it... it feels great that u always understand it....thanks..and bus khyaal rakh

Jadegold Fragrance said...

Awesome !!!!